fucked up

sweet

Fri, 26 Nov 2004 18:47:41 GMT

theres nothing to new with me im going to drug curt now and it will help me out alot like im sapost to get a class c felony and 9 months in jail and 1 year probation but if i pass drug curt and stick with if for about a year ill only have a class d misturmeiner and 1 year probation yay that means ill beable to go to collage like i want to even tho if i get a full time job at dingly press they will pay me back for collage to be a michanic that works on the presses witch i would love to do... i still havent made to many friends up here i hate moveing it was hard for me to make friends in high school its even harder for me to make thim now that im out oh well... thats all for now

Sun, 31 Oct 2004 03:23:38 GMT

happy

Fri, 22 Oct 2004 22:19:18 GMT

ok so theres nothing to new with me i got my forklifts license today im so prowd of my self frist try and i got it YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY yeah im bord i want to hang out with some friends but i dont really have any up here witch kinda sucks but but ill get some sooner or later... i think im going to start working 10 hour days so i can get some extra money witch would be coo cuz i want to get my car on the road and start saveing up for collage but the is all for now oh yeah im very happy today so dont fuck it up for me thank ya come agine

hmm

Mon, 11 Oct 2004 19:57:47 GMT

alright so im getting nervise my court date is comeing up i dont want to go but i have to its on friday the 15th oh god 3 whole days tell i go well at less i get to take friday off from work... well today at work was cool i didnt do a hell of a lot but it not a bad job even if im really busy today was an over all good day. last night i tryed to update this thing and it didn work so im going to update it for last night too

yesterday wasnt a bad day it was just boring i didnt have much to do after 3 thats when my cusin had to work so i was home bymyself watching a football game with my moms and stepdads two dogs there a pain in the ass i had to take the puppy out like 5 times blah but hes soo cute but a pain then my step dad came home and pissed me of he started bitching at me cuz i was watching a movie a so i was nice and didnt say anything back but oh i so wanted to just say what the fuck i stayed her hall day cuz you asked me to watch the fucking puppy so he didnt shit and piss everywhere. That pissed me off so i wasnt happy like at all tell i went to my friend kristins house then i was all like happy as soon as i saw kristin al an all it turnd out to be a good night after i left my house.

AFI
"Miseria Cantare (The Beginning)"

Love your hate, your faith lost
You are now one of us
Love your hate, your faith lost
You are now one of us

Nothing from nowhere, I'm no one at all
Radiate, recognize one silent call
As we all form one dark flame... Incinerate

Nothing from nowhere, I'm no one at all
Radiate, recognize one silent call
As we all form one dark flame
As we all form one dark flame
As we all...

Love your hate, your faith lost
You are now one of us
Love your hate, your faith lost
You are now one, one of us

life

Fri, 08 Oct 2004 21:58:33 GMT

Alone
He has the love of his family.
He has the love of His friends.
He has all the love he could ever want,
Yet he is still alone,

Shut off from the world.
Isolated in a ball of fear.
He's scared to face a new day,
scared a new day will never come.

He faces these fears alone,
He has shut himself off from the world.
His sadness has killed him.
It has killed his relations outside of the ball.
He has all the love from hi friends and family.
Yet he is still alone.

hmmmmmmm....

Mon, 16 Aug 2004 04:37:36 GMT

ok so ive been liveing in my aunts driveway/house for over a week and a half and im haveing a great tim ive been cetching up on stuff with my cusin and my friend nikki that i use to like but she has a bf right now and i dont think anything will ever happen not because of the whole bf thing but because ive tryed befor and right now she has a bf thats driveing her away from him cuz hes a dink because ive been hanging out with her alot and he wanted to egg my car but if he did that i would have left her house that day i meet her in cuffs. oh well, ive had so much fun up her ive hung out with thim more then most of my friends in msad6 area. AWWWWW i cant belive im haveing this much fun i never have this much funn i think its cuz i like nikki and shes alot of fun too. ok so tonight i got pulled over after droping nikki off and going to my cusins friends house(my new friend) ives house we picked her up around 10:30 and went to wendys (eat great even late) got about 18 dollers worth of food for only 2 dollers it was so great and on the way to wendys i got pulled over by the cops because my car matched a car the was egging house the cop talked to me for about five mins and i was like dude i didnt egg any house cuz im already in plenty of truble with the law i dont need to be in even more truble so i told him he could go trugh my car and look for eggs and eveything after about five mins and him getting our names he let us go we got back to my new FRINEDS house and were there for about 20 mins when a car pulled up diangley from her house at a four way and 4 ppl jumped out and egged the house and tool off dawn the road we heard a car sqweel its tires and we walked around the house and there was the blue lights they got busted so we talked to the cop cuz we saw everything and i almost got to see a fight betwen the pll in the car and the ppl in one of the houses

funn day

Sun, 01 Aug 2004 18:57:55 GMT

ok so my cars on the road now witch my mom helped my by buying me over 200 dollers worth of parts THANK YOU MOM but the thing is i have no money for gas so im stuck home still. well yesterday i got up at 6 after going to bed at 12 but not falling to sleep tell after 2:30 to go to get a movieng truck with my step dad and i laid out with my sister and our friend tia witch i get along with really well i talk to her more then i talk to just about anyone witch is cool then we drove my sister bfs car around then i go offered a free car witch i might take for my friend if its in good shape then me my sister tia and my sisters bf all went to the drive in and saw the villige witch suck alot and king auther witch was good and all thet time i was on 3.5 hours of sleep

YAY.......................... YAY

Sun, 11 Jul 2004 18:07:10 GMT

alright soo yesterday i went to a cookout at around six pm and left there about 7:30 went to my sisters bf mothers house who use to be my step mom like 10 years ago and it wasnt my sisters step brother he was only mine me and her have difrent dads she told me we were only going to be ther for a few hours we got there about 8:45 3:30 came around i was like are we going home she was like yeah in a bit next thing i new i was wakeing up the next morning and i was like what happen to the few hours thing she was like um we decided to stay the night i was like oh ok, but it didnt really matter what time we left because i was haveing fun hanging out with a very old friend Tia i use to hang out with her when i was like 10 that was forever ago she use to be cute i dont no what happen to her shes fucking so pretty shes cool nice and pretty wait i already said that and you know what for a first i didnt even hit on her or anything and she i singal well im going to go ill ttyal

*~*JoE*~*

lalala

Mon, 28 Jun 2004 02:10:42 GMT

ok so im updateing my lj cuz i havent in awhile but i went to ginas house friday for the weekend and bri was there omg i havent seen her in so long and i miss her so much i was glade to see her and then on sunday today she came back over to ginas house she road her bike for about 30 mins just to see me and gina im so glade i saw you hun I LOVE YOU BABE I hope to see you soon well im outtie

bullshit

Wed, 23 Jun 2004 01:07:35 GMT

so yesterday i lost my job its bullshit to i was working my but off and everything. he told me something about being hurt or something like that so today i called the main boss person and asked him what was going on and he wasnt to sure he told me he would call back but he hasnt yet oh well. then today i went to court and nothing to much happen there i geuss it went well

hello

Sun, 20 Jun 2004 14:27:33 GMT

ok so today is sunday and ive been meaning to update this thing for awhile. I got a job working for maine masonry makeing 11 an hour. Ive been working for the last week and ive been loveing it witch it ocword because noone who works ther like to. yester day i went to funtown with chris whitney dani it was fun it sucked that with and dani had to live but i still had fun with my chris CHRIS AND I ACTULAY HUNG OUT SIDE OF SCHOOL TOGETHER BY OUR SELF THAT NEVER HAPPEN well ppl thats all i really have to say now im going to go get ready to go to some fimaly thing

fuck the world jk

Tue, 08 Jun 2004 22:05:20 GMT

ok so today was boring i didnt do to much like always theres never anything to do most of my so called friends dont even hang out with me anymore i almost have my car on the road see if i come and vist any of you. well today i got my diploma in the mail thats all i have to say

blah

Fri, 04 Jun 2004 22:30:50 GMT

Ok so todays graduation and im home because im not allowed to do anything with school oh well im just glade im getting my deploma im still looking for a job i havent had any luck with that ehhhh life sucks right now i have to move out get a job blah blah blah but ill manage i always do but w/e if anyone knows anyplace that will let me work there tell me

HMM

Wed, 02 Jun 2004 21:46:28 GMT

ok so yesterday was my last day of high school im done YAY... but now that im done school my mom wants me to move out i dont have any place to go so i dont know what im going to do i have no job i have court so i cant move to my dads house in TN... OHHHHHHHHH i talked to my mom just a moment ago and she told me i could have a pool party YAAAAAAAAY well at less shes leting me fo that well im out bye

the day

Tue, 25 May 2004 21:57:34 GMT

so today was alright i had to get up at 6:40 for court which there was like no point in me go i was there for like 20 mins and then they were like youve been indited and youll be getting something in the mail for your next court date and blah blah blah there was like no point in going thats about all thats happen to me today

soooo

Fri, 16 Apr 2004 00:45:29 GMT

so today was alright i had a meeting with MR. blood and Mis. jepson and that went alright i just found out i have like no chance in hell to go back to school so yeah but i get to stay in tutoring no matter what so i get to get my deploma if i get expeled

Wed, 14 Apr 2004 18:57:25 GMT

ok so today was an alright of and day ive been in a good mood untell i was blamed for takeing my sisters eye liner when i i hate the color brown i have to put up with brown eyes and hire why would i want to were that too i like black eye liner it looks better on me NO JOKE eather then i started talking to one of my best friend and i told her how i really feel about it shes my best friend and would like for her to be more but im not sure if thats going to happen any time soon but maybe some day then i was talking to her on the phone we talked for ever even when i dont have anything to talk about we still end up talking for ever and i love that